OK, this pretty much sums up my feelings and heart after the past two and a half weeks. Its a quote by Elizabeth Elliott (former wife of Jim Elliott, missionary to the Quichua Indians of Ecuador) a wonderful woman who loves the Lord with all of her heart:
"God is God. Because He is God, He is worthy of my trust and obedience. I will find rest nowhere but in His holy will, a will that is unspeakably beyond my largest notion of what He is up to."
I can add nothing to it.